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I wish you were here, i'm so lonely inside without my other half, here to comfort me when I sleep, curl your loving arms around me, whispering how everything will turn out alright, JUst the feel of your skin against mine..the shadow of fur that embraces us both blending together, claws down my sides, breath on the back of my neck, god how much I love you.. how perfect you are for me  when everything falls, it just falls into place, where it belongs and I don't really know what I would do without your constant love... eve nthough you send it from so far away, but far away isn't enough anymore, I need you here with me... to touch you. smell you, taste you... i need you here, Master..........

My bonded, my soul mate, my therian other half, my Master, my lover, my mate, my friend, my heart.....................my life... i need you......

I don't see anything venomous here...correct me if I'm wrong....

*sigh*
From: Mary Morton
Sent: Thu 5/29/08 4:15 PM
To: Nutmeg


Guess we're not friends anymore since I still talk to Alan and Kitty... I really don't know what to say except what I already have 'This is fucking stupid'. which by the way is the only reason I'm even ending our not quite friendship because I don't like people who do the things you've done.. And honestly, not to pick sides, because yes I do understand that Alan hurt you, and i was PISSED THE FUCK OFF when I heard how he broke up with you in the shittiest way POSSIBLE, but as long as I have known about you all Kitty has EVER said was that she loved you dearly and wanted you to be happy and safe and not around people that would use you and hurt you.With everything that has happened all she has done is call me, upset at how you've been feeling and all the shit thats been happening, even through Kari and all that other shit her second concern was always you, and I really don't understand where you get that she doesn't care about you.I'm really sad and disappointed that everything had to end this way... It seems like a waste.


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To:
Nutmeg Nutmeg

Date:
May 29, 2008 8:54 PM
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Subject:

RE: To mary, orion, nushaa and matt

Body:
I already told you what I think about the whole thing. Its stupid....and obviously theres more going on here than her talking to Alan and a phone bill because if that were the case...well...you wouldn't be talking to me and Orion and Nushaa either because we all still talk to Alan as well...

I don't know what the real reason is, and maybe you don't either Megan.. but I really and honestly think you need to think about this for a little while before you throw away you and Kitty's friendship over something so fleeting.

Yes it was painful, but it cant be anywhere near as painful as this..

----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Nutmeg
Date: May 29, 2008 1:38 PM


This matter between lindsey n' I is entirely un-fixable and I cant take anymore of it.




It has nothing to do with any of you and I'm sorry about this whole thing.




If you still want to talk to me, cool but if you wanna tell me to piss off, that's totally fine, I leave the decision to you.


~m